confession is good for the soul

HAVOC.HAVOC.HAVOC! celebrated keene's and joey's birthday. woke up early waited for sis to meet me at my house. then waited for pipi and tiff to come and tune my guitar. while waiting delivered MacDonalds. my dear sis. so now you noe what is McChicken already???? hahas :D met jie zhen at my house too! hahas! i'ts been a long time all of us get to meet out together lor. headed down to sim min avue. to keene's birthday celebration. when there gave him his present,played,joked then drink drink drink! OMG! kept drinking until 9 den headed down to o point! hahas!!!!! first, chiong into the toilet. it was such a relieve. drank 42 below AGAIN! i damn bored of it already la... but stil had so much fun. i kena bluff by my sis, keep making me blow blow blow! shit lor. we drank damn fast ytd sial. by 11.26pm we already gona back to sin min lor. smashed the cakes,played with mustard,made keene rabak! hahas!!!!!!!! anyway, for the both of you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

waiting is believing. feeling much better to day. wished that it will get better later. i still needa go work on wednesday can?!?! hais...

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!! MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! PLS LET IT HEAL BY TMR!!! I DUN WANNA WASTE MY OFF DAY STAYING AT HOME!!!! I WANNA GO CELEBRATE JOEY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!! I REALLY WANNA FAINT!!!!!! AAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friday! my off day. went to the hospital to see my uncle.did some illegal things at the hospital then headed to jurong east entertainment. watched the dark knight with my dearest.then took mrt home. dragged him up to my house to accompany me till 1 plus hahas :D today. confused,happy and angry but stil laughing. confused whether did i make the right decision to go bugis. happy because my boss said that he wanna put me in charged. angry over my sisters! always doing stunts before our meet ups. i'll never be steady with them anymore! fucking piss me off! talked kay leng wei with poh keng that could make her noodles come out from her nostrils, choked with wad she's drinking and puke while she's dancing! hahas :DD wth! finding out that some of my friends are working at j8 i felt regretting.regretting why did i know this today! if i knew it earlier i think i wouldn't make the decision to go bugis. however,my desicion is already made. so just needa walk one step,count one step. lols!tmr will be my last day at j8,frm monday onwards i'll be at bugis.so friends wanna find me pls come to bugis parco level 1 beside charles and keith! HAHAS:Dwill miss everyone at j8.. for these months,actually not much unhappiness but still enjoyed working with them. im suppose to be playing 5 10 now at o point.but....... nvm. shall havoc on tuesday!i cant wait to see joey drunk! hahas!!! anyway... i cant wait for tuesday to come!

lols! :DD fashion show today... not much customers but all buy alot. finally today work morning. i cant stand my colleagues!!!! they jus quarrel in front of the customer can! ji tao spoil image lor! OMG! they keep debating who is right and who is wrong while both of them are wrong! wth! so happy... finally can rest. unhappy things happen. broken marraige and stuff. my grandma gets hurt. can hear my grandma cry. me too,gets hurt.. hais. wanting to go and see my uncle but afraid that if i was there he wouldn't speak up. seriously, that bitch is driving my whole family carzy. everythings starts with her! F***! no matter what... uncle! be strong. learn how to get over things,and not by hidding. its no use. one day you'll still needa face the music. i noe its hurting but life stil has to move on. FINALLY, ITS FRIDAY TMR! i wanna see him!!!!

my papa chooooooo :DD

missy ASS! arleeeeeeeene!

new arrivals!!! i wanna buy!!!

lols. time past damn fast today! alot of new arrivals came, pack store, pack stock,try clothes. den chiong sales den PANG KANG! hahas :D not tired at all today... laugh laugh and laugh again. going to bugis from next week onwards. dunnoe whether did i make the right decision anot.anyway, no harm trying. met mama after work outside my shop, bought magnum!!! ate while walking home from j8. didn't chat with my mum for so long la... talked craps and stuff. jus finish bathing den now resting. its like. finally i get to sit down la!cant wait for friday lor.. i wanna see you my dear!MUACKS!

our zhao cai ribbon!
laughing day yesterday. kept laughing non stop. at first was poh keng. dunnoe how to throw rubbish,came back coffee all over her. laugh till crazy! omg! karen go help her wash until damn pek chek den jus wash the whole shirt. lols! hahas. process of drying her short. stupid ask me go early to chiong sales!!! once i reach my shop straight away use anything to zhao cai la... den everything also no use can... until i make poh keng tie it on her head! hahas. i make her do that until the time she finish work lor.. although not very good but at least got sales! hahas. ater karen and poh keng left...shirley and me start to havoc! wad the hell !!! she showed how 1 guy danced at st. james last week. i laugh until my teeth drop!! end work... shirley walked me home. bathe den called my dear dear! hahas. surprise!!! frm my dad's friend. PERFUMES!!!!! gave me 1 gucci envy me, my mom BVLGARI and my dad hugo boss. the hugo suckx la!!! no nice lor. LASCOSTE nicer lor.. stupid i wan to give someone then someone dun wan. hais.. wasted see la.. now my mom wanna give her friend liao... lols. today work morning! so happy finish work early today. wanna go drink again lei.. but no kahs today.. how!!! i dunn wanna waste my sat nght lei! pls.. any good souls. wana go chill with me??? lols. gotta go prepare for work now... sian sian sian!

my off days. spending with crazy asses!

yo! shiny boobs!

limited edition!!!!!!
before...............

after!!!!!!!! done by my boyfriend, GOH JUN HAO!

soo tired tired tired. went to work at 9.30 today jus to pack and check stock. sales very very bad today!!! not even 1.so bored during work today, no much customer. but sold 2 of my limited edition dress.yeah!!!!!meet him today, went for supper!!! look what he ate!!! omg lor.. eat so much ltr become pig den you noe! hahas :DD nth much today. will update another time. sry sis didn't manage to go join u girls. other day k. i promise you all. pls dun get angry!!! i love you girls!

yeah!!!! so happy today hit 2k!!!!! hahas:DD actually today also quite boring lor.

not much customer. but buy alot. hahas. got alot of free time today la. took pics with colleagues while eating snake. hahas look at them all so shak!!! lols. i love working with them man. laugh the whole day today.quarrels quarrels quarrels. i really jus dunnoe y cant everybody talk things out. and laoma pls dun write my name la sial. ltr ppl thot is me oso lor. dun like tha la. can u all jus relax at talk it out?i really dun wann all this to happen lor. we were once so close but now... everything change.i really miss the past!!!!

O POINT!

lols. drink like hell ytd sial! hahas :DD but enjoyed alot with them. especially with that fucker joey! hahas. really laughed non stop with her ytd lor. jus cant stand her la. keep whacking me whenever she loose a game wth! lols. hate people who use me. fuck cant stand liars!!!! lols. meeting HIM today!!! wakakakakas :DD omg,i lost xinyu's k box card. gonna kena fuck by her ltr. hais. sooo tired lor. wanna continue sleeping now.*YAWN*

lols! im sooooo happy! hahas :DDfinally home soo early today. omg i realised that i've going there more often almost everyday la. wth! hahas. today shirley went out of her mind la can. hahas. she walked me home lor. saying that she dun wanna go home so early. i left $120 for the rest of the month!how the fuck im gonna survive sial! hahas. darling i got alot secrets to tell you tmr. you confirm shocked wan lor. i wanna go boatng lei. but i sep alrd paning to go kelong le lei. anyway,im gonna enjoy my sleep tonight !!!!! sooo tired la. worked full today. its the first time i feel like sleeping durin work lor. going o point tmr again! gonna play till siao again. waiting for pipi to confirm then sat also go! wakakakas!!!! im damn happy now!!!!!! :DD

SUBWAY COOKIE! lols. did closing with shirley then ran off to bq again! OMG! thats gonna be my hometown soon. i;ve been going for almost everyday. met up with kaven! lols. stephen's friend. hahas! went to amber today. look for joce. shalyn and weiting work there la. didn't even noe lor. anyway went to 0 point for awhile .actually looking for sandra den met up with kelvin they all. stayed for awhile then now at home.lols! damn tired. needa work tmr. i love being with them la! hahas :DD darling cannot put earoplane on friday k! i love you! <33anyway i got HIS no. liao.. WAKAKAKAKAS :DD

drinking drinking drinking. so boredd now la..feel like drinking again. but today no kahs. listening to a song that can really express my feelings now. no mood for everything mann! only drink drink drink. lols! who wanna go with me this week? my salary spend damn fast la! within 1 week i spend 100 bucks in pub. when i didn't need to pay at all. all goes to OUR cab fair! hahas! anyway still enjoy with you all la. rmb! friday cannot put aeroplane hor. i promise i wont go home so early de la.. we play until o point close k! hahas! dw, i wanna play photo hunt with you la!to love,there's no answer,once again i have you,loving you forever,but how am i suppose to face reality? i really dunnoe...looking back at the past,hurting and unforgettable,why did you came into my life, is so difficult to love you,but tonight i understand,love and fate cant be explained.

what a fucking friend i have. for so long she've known me. this is what i hear today. CCB! pls make things clear la. nobody's gonna tell things to that bitch in case their mouth get rotten. i've said that its not me. you dun believe den sua!anyway thanks for what you've said today. im gonna treat it as i;ve never known you. im so happy. im getting over you so quickly. good luck with her man. i'll jus see how fast is your next break up.

UNBELIEVABLE! i celebrated her birthday as her friend! i cant believe it. anyway what has ended had already ended. MOVE ON BRELL! lols. came back ytd frm bangkok. bought things for ilene winnie mika but the rest im sry! i really dunnoe wad to buy le. next time k. cant wait to drink tmr. i've got so many things to pour out. its too full that i get indigestion. need time to get over everything. didn't take much pictures at bangkok but wil update some other time. im so tired. wanna get some sleep now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! :D