losing a friend is such a painfull experience. i've noe him for yrs and this is wad happen. learning how to cherish and dont take things for granted frm now on. so hurt by things that happen dis few days. break ups and all. really had no mood for my holiday anymore. i wanna go and enjoy but with all this things in mind, i doubt i will. hearing shocking news and hurtin words are really fuck up. i hate this kinda of feeling. i really dunnoe who to talk to. im so happy that darling is always by my side this few days. without her i really dunnoe what to do lor. " MANMAN I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU!" really need some time to get over all this. 6 hrs to my flight. take care guys i wil get something back for you all. we mus always stay together k. no one leaves me! i took you for granted in pass but i will cherish you frm now as my best friend!

24/06/2008 END...i love you

after work. hias.. broke up with baby. but she dosent seems affected. there's something wrong somwhere. anyway forget it. dont wanna think bout it anymore. so bored today again. working working working, tmr working afternoon shift again... shirley's leaving on monday!!!! jessie is coming!!! :( dunnoe whether can click with her not lor. everybody hates her la. heard that her attidude suck! OMG! cant imagine working with her. everythin also cannot! aunty jiu shi aunty! so sick of working la. although i noe working life is lke that but jus dun feel like working la. dont talk bot work! i wanna shop till i go carzy during my bangkok trip! buy lots of shoes,clothes and all! i wanna go kelong again. i wanna go fishing with darling,her bro and frens la. so fun so fun so fun. SOMEONE is so busy that she cant even answer my call. :(( *SOBS*

FISHING!

went fishing with darling! so fun but no fish! lols. i wanna go again! nve sleep at all, keep yawning when working.techno and horse riding! i love darlingggg!!!!!!!!!

for past few days,is all work work working. yesterday went out with mika issac and friend to catch a movie.it as issac's friends birthday lols! after issac mika and me went to tanjong pagar to drink.. dunnoe which pub to go to den went one by one to look around. in the end founf one quite nice den went in. after arnound 20 mins mika says she wanna go find one that can sing, so we hurry finish everything then continue to look for another pub. in the end she canot decide which one to go then we went to eat. ate mui fan and beef hor fun, we 3 share la. waited for tiff after eating den went bac to the same pub. but so sad... FULL! we went to the one next to it. starting i all alright. den suddenly all malay songs.. all emo emo wan sial!!!!! den drank finish already all headed home. mika says she dun like to take cab home alone. so me tiff ad her mus share the same cab!went one fucking big round and im the last one to alight.all tgt i only have $33, so i alighted at amk and walk home! CCB! thanks to mika!so sick today la! but stil have to work! ke lian!

went cafe del'moar again today.. so relax la.. but stil the same people. lols. played volleyball today. kelvin head shot somebody! hahas :D mika's SHUAI ge came to look for her. left at 4 den he drove us out to vivo. went for shopping while waiting for mika's customer to come fetch her to tennis class. when senkang to find my baby! but she keep give attidude la sial! fuck! nvm. when home after slacking with coach.

hi! no mood for work today... suppose to accompany my baby today.. but so sad i got to work.. next week ok!!!! bought a new dress ytd!i love it.. got so many things to buy in hypnosis la! hahas :)) so boredddd now.. also dunnoe why i prepare so fast today... now is only 10:15 la... and i start work at 11. bored.bored.bored!

OCEAN BAY KELONG!

MY FISING KAH KIS!

look at how they sleep?!?!?!
galvin's unglam pic!


I LOVE THEM! <33

just came back from tunjong pinang!damn happy la!!!!:)) lols! left yesterday morning. reach tunjong pinang at 12 den took land transport to kelong! can't wait to see my fishing kahs! reach kelong settled down then started to recky the place. so dangerous la.. there were holes everywhere lor. the floor is made of peices of broken wood and the sea is jus right below. OMG! even when we are in the rooms we can feel the whole room moving with the waves. only slept a few hours, so so so sleepy now! spend the whole night and day fishing fishing and fishing. so MANY fishes la. so many until we cant manage to bring back. only brought back some of the bigger ones. we ate 1 ice box of fishes when we were there,stil left with 1 more ice box! damn alot la! the feeling of fishing is great.feel the bite and all.. the water is so clear until when u throw ur bait down into the water you stil can see very clearly how the fishes eat it. fishes are so clever la.. make me feed them . bite a few times,and the bait is gone. Luckily there's someone called the ah bang:D. hahas. he's someone working there which helps us to cut the baits, or anything we need help. he was like my servant la.. i asked him to do everythin, all i need to do is to throw my bait,wait,then feel the fishes and that's it. so relax!after that,all my cousins and i when to the seaside. played the canoe. my brother joined in! that's the first time he is not scared of the water. played like mad womens and mad guys. while playing , 1 stupid dog came by... BITE my shoe and ran away. thats how i lost my havainas. thanks alot. my 2 cousins crazy over maggi mee goreng. ate more then 5 packets on the day!! :))played cards, chit-chat,billard,dards and all . laughed non stop.it was so fun! i wanna go another time but dun even noe whether i wil have the time next time anot... so sad, i wanna accompany my baby !!!! but i jus cant take off on monday! baby. can u change ur off day to tues? haiiyo... damn sleepy now! GOOD NIGHT! i had so much fun!

another 11 hrs more to go.. hahas :D cant wait to join my cousins at tunjong pinang tmr! jus called them,and they make me so gian.. dunnoe whther i can sleep tonight anot. damn excited la. finally. my feet are in peace. cant stand the pain this morning. went st8 up to bata and get a pair of shoes. hahas :)) me and deona were crazy over taiwan sausages today. ate it for morning breakfast and lunch! LOLS! havoc in the shop lor.. so sad.. my baby never even call me today!!! " BABY! I WILL MISS YOU K!" :D enjoyed working in hypnosis. my training is gonna be over. i cant wait to get my pay. i wanna buy so many things frm hypnosis. the tops, dress and shades!!
gotta go pack my things... BYEBYE :))

ended work at 6 today.. met veron cin and my baby at compass point. ate at yoshinoya den went for walkers. mian bao! grape soda dosen't taste the same! it sucks! sat down talk cock. planned to go pub, ktv and all but didn't go... so veron suggested to buy liqour find some place sit down and drink! went to 7-11 at we didn;t noe wad to buy. discussed outside 7-11, stupid potato started to talk on the phone.while waiting for her we talk bout other thins. aft we forgotten bout the drinking and we felt damn bored la... so.... someone came to entertain us.. she came st8 thru the GLASS door!!!!! wad the fuck! the bang was damn loud la! cant stand it siol!everybody burst into laughter!!!!!! we laugh until cannot breathe sial!!!!!!! :DDD took a photo of veron while she's in the toilet cubicle!!! hahas :)) so funny la.. pulling her berms up to the limit! can you imagine.. LOLS! stil the same my feet are still killing me... nvm must 忍! so tired now. tmr stil working morning shift. so.. good night!

dead tired now. jus came bac from work. its my second day working at hypnosis!!! hahas :DD but my legs are really killing me. i'll die with those feet. slack downstairs my block with my baby. felt so guilty today la. its her off day and i cant accompany her. for all these time im always waiting for her off day den we will go out to enjoy. but now.. so sad la.. i cant take the same off day as her.. i wanna go cafe del'moar again! but dunnoe when wil i have the time to go.. working life really sucks. stand for the whole day!!! damn tired now.. wanna get some rest. my eyelids are sinking. my feet are swelling. and i keep yawning! GOOD NIGHT!

hahas :) went to IMM ytd. meet my grandparents. went to see these large ants and beetles. so damn real la. they were moving all around,made my hair stand. lols!bought a pair of new jeans! going for training at hypnosis todya lor. hahas. working with one of keen's frend... dunnoe whether wil tio tekan not sial... but stil quite exicited. LOLS! but abit lazy to work lei... i noe holiday mood den like that . but i scared my boss dun let me take off lei...den i cannot go bangkok le...PLS PLS PLS let me off k?!?!?!hahas... so boreddddd. nothing more to post. and ask that FUCKING DOG to get lost from my tagboard.