losing a friend is such a painfull experience. i've noe him for yrs and this is wad happen. learning how to cherish and dont take things for granted frm now on. so hurt by things that happen dis few days. break ups and all. really had no mood for my holiday anymore. i wanna go and enjoy but with all this things in mind, i doubt i will. hearing shocking news and hurtin words are really fuck up. i hate this kinda of feeling. i really dunnoe who to talk to. im so happy that darling is always by my side this few days. without her i really dunnoe what to do lor. " MANMAN I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU!" really need some time to get over all this. 6 hrs to my flight. take care guys i wil get something back for you all. we mus always stay together k. no one leaves me! i took you for granted in pass but i will cherish you frm now as my best friend!